hmm....

*zHigUo + xiNhUi = kUkU & LaLa *

Yes, indeed, it's another long weekend again... But a long weekend is never for me~ I still got to work on Sunday and Monday, what a job man~ I think I really need to spend some time considering what I really want to do. The number of hours we spend on our jobs mounts up to be more compared to the time we spend with our family, friends, or even at home. I truly believe that one must have a great amount, or at least certain kind of interest in their job in order to truly have that passion, that drive to wake up at such 'wee' hours everyday to go to the same place, and do the same thing over and over again.

It daunts me with the fact that some people can hate their job, but still survived on for years till the day they retire. A job to me must be of things that I have interest of, such as the merchandise that I get to see everyday, the people I get to meet, the colleagues I get to work with. I won't say that I have no interest in my job now, in fact I quite love what I get to do, such as designing carpets, selecting of colors, learning on interior design from all the designers I interact with. Of cause not to take into consideration the kind of people I work 'for'. They are the ones who kills my day by piling up so much work on my desk, and still expects me to finish it within a few hours without anybody to help me.

Well, thank god I don't bring my dragged day into my personal life. After work its a totally different life for me, it's like saying "take two, andddd action!". I get to enjoy spending time with my loved ones, get to have a nice fulfilling dinner together, play games together, and do silly things like making silly faces, acting like kids, doing dirty dances to each other just to end up laughing at each other until our cheeks feel tired. Life is still there for us to discover, to embrace, and to treasure. Life isn't that bad after all~

Last night Mommy told me in a very calm manner that, "the doctor says that grandma's time is almost there". My heart was like bang! I said "almost, as in you mean really almost almost? like any day from now?". Mommy said yes, and reminded me to go visit grandma as often as I could. My mind was like blank, don't know what to say or how to react. I can see mommy putting on that strong front again, which just hurts my heart.

I will be visiting grandma later this evening, if not, will be tomorrow after work. I miss her~