I need a new job!!!!

*zHigUo + xiNhUi = kUkU & LaLa *

Yesterday, things really sucked at work... Kana scolded by my fucking lao ban for nothing.. Everybody in office also knew that he was making use of my little mistake to vent his anger to everyone in the office. What the fuck man! I've had enough of this liao... who do they think they are, foreigners in Singapore still want to ya ya papa ya, and they look down on Singaporeans like we are worthless..

I'm starting to search for new job again, and this time if I'm able to find any suitable ones before year end bonus comes, I'll also go man... Really cannot stand such a fucking company, no wander everyone who joined before me have left the company for a better brighter future liao. I'm just worried that due to the recession, there won't be good jobs with comparable pay, that are suitable to me. I'll probably have to forsake a higher pay and look for those that are lower, but only slightly lower ba.

When Baby found out I got scolded for nothing, he totally supported my decision of moving on. He knew how bad my working environment is, and how we are treated, so he also hopes for me to move on to a company with better aspects and staff benefits. I'm like so demoralized right now, having to look out for new job again and worrying everyday. Hai~ Baby told me to take it slowly, not to give myself too much stress and look out for opportunities everyday. Yeah~ He's right, finding a job is not a day or two thingy, some people take like months to search for the right job.

Sometimes I really admire friends of mine who work in great environments, with high pay, and have great colleagues. Of cause I know having good colleagues is not an easy thing because there are just so many different types of people out there to destroy each other in order to outshine others. But finding the right company is not impossible, because as long as you are willing to work hard, and truly strive hard, nothing is unachievable.

At the end of the day, one truly feels comforted with the fact that you have your loved ones waiting for you at home. They are there to comfort you when you are down, to cheer and celebrate for you when you achieved something, and to listen to every deep secrets you have to say and you don't have to worry that they will share it with others. I'm so glad that I have Baby, who is always there for me may it be during crisis, or when I have something wonderful to share. He always gives me a squeeze hug to perk me up, or open up his arms to me when I cry. He is my standing pillar, my best friend, my Baby. =)