Ktv @ GIB with HLM

*zHigUo + xiNhUi = kUkU & LaLa *

Last night baby and i went to GIB's Party World for Ktv session with HLM people. Okie my shortforms are not easy to understand... GIB stands for Goldheart International Building.. and HLM stands for heartland mall... these are codes my previous company use for our outlets... and even though i have left Aspial for more than half a year... my memory of these code are still very clear.. after all i worked there for 3 yrs...

what i meant by HLM people are actually my colleagues from my heartland mall citigems outlet... throughout my stay in Aspial for 3 yrs... HLM was the outlet i worked the longest... its was like 1.5 yrs there... which is what we consider as long becos Aspial is famous for major reshufflements every few months... so usually we dun get to stay in one particular outlet for long... this is how they train us to be adaptable and and acceptable to any unforseen changes...

But anyway... although i have already left Aspial liao, but my relationship with my HLM colleagues is still very strong... i always remember how we chiong sales together, OT together, outing day together, supper nite together, and of cos not to forget, ktv nite together.... I regard them as my family, not colleagues.. thats how kept our kinship so strongly... not to mention our leader, Patrick Lao da... he guides us, teaches us and scolds us like our father.. but he truely cares about our well being... tats wat makes him our best manager and lao da... and why we respect him so much...

Heex jus suddenly felt like looking back at my Aspial days.. becos from my recent meet ups with them.. i realise tat certain problems and unhappiness is arising amoung my HLM family... its more on relationships... being A break up with S... and A being acused of cheating S becos A got fling before they broke up... then R getting angry with A and no longer being good buddies anymore... hai... and also seeing J having new GF, despite the fact tat he has got a long and strong running relationship of 10 years with his engaged gf, T.

Of cos we know J is usually very popular amoung girls, and that he flirts around but doesn't take it seriously becos he loves T. But this time round he seems very serious about this new GF and we never heard him mention abt T recently.. ever since the last time he mention buying a BTO flat with T.

Haiz.... I know we shouldn't "chup" people's relationship problem... but seeing loving couples fall apart makes me feel... sad and confuse.... becos how can relationships so strong still fall apart after 10years being together... but probably ah gan and me are jumping into conclusions too soon... we will just wait n see....

But all these happenings makes we wonder ponder about my own relationship... becos i already regards baby as my life long partner... even before we bought our BTO flat, ROM and customery... but will baby's love for me die off many many years later?.... will he have flings outside when he gets sick of me?..... i share these stories with baby and asks for his opinions... he tells me he will not be like them... his love is always for me... of cos i trust my baby... but im jus feeling scared becos one wont know what will happen tomorrow... not to mention years later....

Maybe im jus tinking too much... but i jus want baby to know that my love for him will never change... and that we will be togther till our kids have kis of their own... and that we have white grey hair and retire to enjoy life together... heex.. I Love You Baby! Muacks!